Heavy Weight Feelings

Ever had the feeling that you wanted to say or do something but the time wasn't right?

Like, you know that you should but the timing is a bit off?

I'm at that point right now...

I'm scared at the possiblities of what could happen when i go through with this.

People who know me probably already saw it coming.

Sooner or later, it was bound to happen.

Fuck it, I'll save it for a vblog after I move.

I need time to formulate my thoughts a bit more.

MILLIONAIRE RADIO PROMO

I was looking at my homie N.I.K.E.'s blog and noticed this video from the beat battle. As I was watching I noticed, thats me!? I didn't remember talking at all. Apparently, I got a lil promo going after watching that lame ass rap battle. If you don't want to see the sucker emcees battle it out and just want to see my 5 second promo just click at the 9:20 mark Millionaire Radio

Witness My Growth: VDay Specials Part Two

I was on Twitter the other night and the idea struck me. Make a Vday beat tape. Funny thing is that was like 2 days ago. With my schedule, I don’t really have time to go in and make joints like I used to. Boy, do I miss that.

So I went and compiled all of my joints that I felt were Vday material and made a play list. Then I cut a few down.

Most of these beats are from 2008. Actually only 2 or 3 are recent. So, do download it. Listen to it on Vday and keep listening to it afterwards.

Oh shit before I forget. I’m not making another beat until I’m in my new apartment, so enjoy this shit :)

-Malcolm Maximillion

Download It Here

Random Thoughts: Birthday Edition

-So today is my B-Day
-And Im @ school til 10pm
-I know, right?
-So I cant really do shit
-In Human Sexuality right now
-Not what I expected
-She just asked our favorite soup
-What about favorite position?
-I mean it is a sex class
-I should get a tattoo
-Not sure what I want yet
-I just spoke
-And this chick had an orgasm
-Every class it happens
-I dunno why
-So hopefully this MPC works out
-I might sell my Boss
-Im pretty much going for a hardware setup
-My facial hair is itching
-I'm gonna grow a whole beard
-Sideburns, goatee, beard
-And mustache
-Chill
-I dont wanna look like Jim Jones
-All rough and shit
-I'll be neat with mine
-I promise
-Shit I should have cut my hair
-Maybe tommorrow
-Nah, friday
-V-Day plans anyone?
-No?
-One guy at work
-Was like
-I dont trick on these hoes
-And Im like its your girl
-And hes like fuck that
-Mongolian Cluster?
-4 people fucking like in a daisy chain
-Thats what some girl read in class
-Now its getting crazy
-Not sure if Imma get 100 chars

Happy Birthday, Malcolm :)


Today is the day i turn 20. I know, I cheated. I posted this on 2/8/2009 instead of 2/9/2009. Either way, by the time you read this, its my Birthday.

BTW, that pic is from Otakon. E-Rich blogged about it a couple times. I met Sir Wonka. Don't hate! I'll post a better quality soon.

[Rick James]Its a celebration, bitches[/Rick James]

Daydreamin- The Black Sunn


I already told ya'll about my man, The Black Sunn, now watch the video and pay attention. Rather Unique coming soon

Poetry Night: The Door (Holocaust Poetry)

Last year, I took a course called English 200. In that class we did a lot of work towards satire. But, we also looked at the Holocaust. I'm pretty sure everyone reading this blog knows about the Holocaust. This is one poem I wrote for that class about the Holocaust and didnt think it was any good until I was going through some old writtens. Its coming from the perspective of the door of the Jewish family's home that are attempting to escape the Holocaust live in.

I was made from wood and metal, I reside in the ghetto
With a family, brinking insanity, in a home with two levels
Picture this dream, happy Jews under Hitler's regime?
With the walls, I saw more than the kitchen picking up steam
Apparently, Jews, handicaps, and gays are useless
You a fool, you'll die too if you believe in Confucius
Germany ain't having you live happily, they for nationality
And my home obviously ain't it, they shown it graphically
They come and post signs, never mind, I can't take them off
But my owner did, they kicked me in and it was not soft
Two officers stepped on me in their pursuit of the convict
Of whom taking down the signs being Jewish is a conflict
If only my hinges were tighter and I had a better lock
When they kicked me I would have ticked and maybe they'd stop
Long enough for my owners to pull an Ann Frank and hide out
But frankly they did the side window they had climbed out
The officer is pissed now, he's on the porch with a torch
He spit on my and stood on me as he gathered his thoughts
He ordered his men to come out saying if the roaches don't
He'll burn this house down....
After his men walked out he threw the torch on my eye
I just saw the flames and remember the pain inside

Making The Beat

I took today off cause shit, I needed a day off to just not do shit. But I got bored and started recording a beat vid. A friend called and told me he was coming over so I thought it was a good idea for him to record the other portion lol


Wishlist

Right now I should be going to get my keys for my new apartment. I found out I'll be in that bitch alone Friday. Like completely alone because ain't shit gonna be in there. Anyway, this is some shit that I want and hopefully I'll get one of these items. Birthday is next Monday, if one of you buy me one of these things, I'll do something outrageous.


Thats the good ol MPC 2000. Now, I'd take a 2000xl over this or, or, a fucking MPC 3000 if possible. But, I can't afford that right now. Don't get me wrong I love my Boss Sp 505 (Yeah, its working. Come to find out I plugged it up in the socket connected to the light switch that I never use... Laugh later) but I really love those pads on the MPC. It wouldn't hurt to say that I also got a Louis Vuitton design for the cover it.


Thats what is called an ASR 10. I know that machine is old as fuck. In a day of played out Tritons, Motifs, and Fantoms, why the fuck would I want an ASR 10? Inspiration. The majority of the greats that I look up have used that machine at one point in their career. I probably wouldn't use it to sample but as a midi controller. But, again, inspiration is really important to me. I bought my first drum machine based off of inspiration. I'm still a kid at heart.


Now that is a microKorg. I've been trying to buy that shit for about a 1 1/2 years. Cash kinda low. Now that I got a better job and I save a lil bit better, I should have that shit by the end of the summer. But I'll probably use that for basslines.

Random Thoughts: Bored In Class Edition

-Man last couple weeks been crazy
-Beat battle was cool
-I finally learned how to use a camera
-I love that Black Milk "Try" joint
-Tronic is a banger forreal forreal
-Yo, I seen a dude in his boxers
-No homo
-Walking in the snow
-I really had to share thay
-Im a twitter whore son
-Fuck facebook
-Fuck myspace
-Speaking of myspace
-The chicks are starting to use anything as a profile pic
-One chick was bent over with her friend
-You know, pr0n style
-Guess what the caption was
-This is how we like it
-Lil Daddy
-Lmao
-I wish I was lying about that
-She was every bit of 17
-I dont do jail bait
-Speaking of jail bait
-I'll be 20 on 2/9/2009
-So get me something nice please
-Like a tee shirt
-Some equipment
-A new desk
-A ticket to your city so you can make me a cake
-A german chocolate cake
-One of you can cook, right?
-I've been trying to gain weight for 2 months
-Only to lose 7 pounds
-Maybe I should layoff the push ups
-(looks at chest)
-Fuck that
-I need to hit the gym
-Protein Shake?