Random Thoughts But Not Really Random Thoughts Pt. 3

-Still no internet
-I'm at my parents house again
-I just did my fafsa
-I barely made the deadline
-If I didn't get my grant
-You won't be seeing me nexxt semester
-I'm looking for an excuse to take a year off lol
-Let me chill
-So they cut hours at work
-I was already taking an 8 hour cut
-Voluntarily
-Now its a 10.5 hour cut
-Fuck that
-So I started looking for a new job
-But they won't let me take my certifications with me
-The equipment ones
-Like the forklift, power jack, and etc
-I got a couple of them
-But I can't take em with me :(
-Ain't that a bitch?
-Meanwhile back at the ranch
-I still need shit for the apt
-Like a toaster
-With a bagel option in that shit
-You like bagels?
-I haven't had a bagel in a while
-I eat breakfast on my way to work
-Which is at 4:15am-5:30am
-Usually it consists of pop tarts
-Capri Sun
-And a couple of nutragrain bars
-I miss my cereal though
-Peace to Captain Crunch
-Speaking of cereal
-I just came over here and ate all of theirs
-I don't think they liked that
-My lil sister was mad as shit
-Thats on her though
-Cause I'll go home and eat my cereal tonight
-I hate 106 and Park
-No jokes after that shit
-I'm through
-They fucked up my mood
- :(
-*turns tv off*

Random Thoughts But Not Really Random Thoughts Pt 2

-So this no internet shit
-Not cool at all
-I get more time to make beats now
-Speaking of music
-The Black Sunn and 810 got a feature on 2dopeboyz
-Thats kind of a big deal
-Why?
-Cause I am now certain that there is a way for us Baltimore artist to get looked at
-Shameless Plug: "Inspired By Pain" coming in December
-But in all seriousness
-I'm glad they got that shit
-They deserve it
-I'm next
-No, dead ass
-Watch
-I remember when I met The Black Sunn
-We talked on some music shit
-One thing he said stuck to me
-"I write something everyday, gotta keep your sword sharp"
-Since then
-I've been writing everyday
-And making beats everyday
-I'm scared the Kanye comparisions are gonna come flying out
-Well we'll see
-So that new Joe Budden album
-Was kind of a a disappointment
-But I still fuck with Joe
-Dear Joe, holler at me if you need some heat!
-I really fucking love my axiom keyboard
-I touch it every day
-I'm planning on doing cribs
-Taking pictures
-and revamping my myspace
-Next week
-Anyone see my myspace lately?
-www.myspace.com/millionaireradio
-What you think?
-You like the quotes?
-Or should I get a regular layout like everyone else?
-Tell me what you feel, reveal your thoughts/
No games, I only play on fields made of force/
-I wrote those lines awhile ago, just wanted to type it
-Well off to look at some jobs

Not Random Thoughts But Random

-So the move was nice
-My apt is more space than I fucking need
-Its furnished too
-Yeah, I paid for that furniture a month ago
-That tv was heavy as hell
-It took 3 of us to lift that bitch
-My friend is homeless
-And that nigga has a cell phone
-With unlimited minutes and texts
-I can't make shit like that up
-E-Rich says with friends like me who needs enemies
-Obviously he does
-Just fucking around
-Hes gonna be a cool dad
-Speaking of dads
-I saw mine and he's all like I'm proud of you
-I said thanks and took my keyboard
-I love my axiom
-I sold my Boss
-Don't kill me $port
-If you saw the size of my "studio room"
-You'd be like I understand
-Cause I was about to run a mean ass hardware setup
-I blogged about it and everything
-I already wrote something for "Inspired By Pain"
-Its called "Say Never"
-I like it, like alot
-I wrote to "Jazz Before Bedtime" too
-When i record them, I'll post them
-Or twitter them
-Well off to finish my resume
-Maybe I'll do another one of these soon
-Cause I won't have internet for a week
-Damn you Comcast!!!!

Song of the Moment: Joe Budden "Exxxes"

I wanted to put this as song of the moment on the blog but its not on Imeem.com yet. I have no clue why I fuck with this song so much. I guess because of the deep meaning behind it. I really felt the need to share it though. Its like one of them things you listen to and must talk to someone about it. Its off of Padded Room. Feb. 24th people, don't play. Support Independent Hip Hop.

"She be calling my name....."

It's Not Just Me....

I typed up a blog the other day. That was just basically expressing my feelings about not wanting to continue my collegic education. it wasn't like I woke up and was like "fuck school". I felt like that after my last year.

Then it hit me.....

Switch majors, dumbass!

I still was kinda skeptical about my decision until I went to a "Major Decisions" meeting earlier today. We had a counsler talk to us in a group and she basically asked us to pick categories that we see ourselves in. I chose Artistic, Enterprising, and Investigative. When we got to talking about our choices, she says to me, "Why are you in I.T.?" and I could only respond with, "I dunno, I was thinking about going back to entrepreneurship".

Shes like the fifth person to tell me that this year. I was talking to my friend the other night and he goes, "I'm surprised your ass didn't go to school for music".

I had a talk with another friend yesterday and it made me realize something. Students are going for security rather than really pursuing their interests. My main thing was, "I want to make a lot of money", "I'll always have a job doing something with computers", and my favorite "Its easy". While all of thee above is true. I don't feel like I was made to do that. So I'm going back to my first plan which is to start a production company, which I was doing this year anyway.

They also made me realize, I need to get on my shit again. Like deadlines and all that other shit, I need to get back on point. I've been slacking and I can tell.

So my plans right now is to type up a "To Do" list and post it on this blog to remind myself of shit I need to do. I'm gonna make one for the month and hopefully, I can report back that I actually did everything on the list.--

Heavy Weight Feelings

Ever had the feeling that you wanted to say or do something but the time wasn't right?

Like, you know that you should but the timing is a bit off?

I'm at that point right now...

I'm scared at the possiblities of what could happen when i go through with this.

People who know me probably already saw it coming.

Sooner or later, it was bound to happen.

Fuck it, I'll save it for a vblog after I move.

I need time to formulate my thoughts a bit more.

MILLIONAIRE RADIO PROMO

I was looking at my homie N.I.K.E.'s blog and noticed this video from the beat battle. As I was watching I noticed, thats me!? I didn't remember talking at all. Apparently, I got a lil promo going after watching that lame ass rap battle. If you don't want to see the sucker emcees battle it out and just want to see my 5 second promo just click at the 9:20 mark Millionaire Radio

Witness My Growth: VDay Specials Part Two

I was on Twitter the other night and the idea struck me. Make a Vday beat tape. Funny thing is that was like 2 days ago. With my schedule, I don’t really have time to go in and make joints like I used to. Boy, do I miss that.

So I went and compiled all of my joints that I felt were Vday material and made a play list. Then I cut a few down.

Most of these beats are from 2008. Actually only 2 or 3 are recent. So, do download it. Listen to it on Vday and keep listening to it afterwards.

Oh shit before I forget. I’m not making another beat until I’m in my new apartment, so enjoy this shit :)

-Malcolm Maximillion

Download It Here

Random Thoughts: Birthday Edition

-So today is my B-Day
-And Im @ school til 10pm
-I know, right?
-So I cant really do shit
-In Human Sexuality right now
-Not what I expected
-She just asked our favorite soup
-What about favorite position?
-I mean it is a sex class
-I should get a tattoo
-Not sure what I want yet
-I just spoke
-And this chick had an orgasm
-Every class it happens
-I dunno why
-So hopefully this MPC works out
-I might sell my Boss
-Im pretty much going for a hardware setup
-My facial hair is itching
-I'm gonna grow a whole beard
-Sideburns, goatee, beard
-And mustache
-Chill
-I dont wanna look like Jim Jones
-All rough and shit
-I'll be neat with mine
-I promise
-Shit I should have cut my hair
-Maybe tommorrow
-Nah, friday
-V-Day plans anyone?
-No?
-One guy at work
-Was like
-I dont trick on these hoes
-And Im like its your girl
-And hes like fuck that
-Mongolian Cluster?
-4 people fucking like in a daisy chain
-Thats what some girl read in class
-Now its getting crazy
-Not sure if Imma get 100 chars

Happy Birthday, Malcolm :)


Today is the day i turn 20. I know, I cheated. I posted this on 2/8/2009 instead of 2/9/2009. Either way, by the time you read this, its my Birthday.

BTW, that pic is from Otakon. E-Rich blogged about it a couple times. I met Sir Wonka. Don't hate! I'll post a better quality soon.

[Rick James]Its a celebration, bitches[/Rick James]

Daydreamin- The Black Sunn


I already told ya'll about my man, The Black Sunn, now watch the video and pay attention. Rather Unique coming soon

Poetry Night: The Door (Holocaust Poetry)

Last year, I took a course called English 200. In that class we did a lot of work towards satire. But, we also looked at the Holocaust. I'm pretty sure everyone reading this blog knows about the Holocaust. This is one poem I wrote for that class about the Holocaust and didnt think it was any good until I was going through some old writtens. Its coming from the perspective of the door of the Jewish family's home that are attempting to escape the Holocaust live in.

I was made from wood and metal, I reside in the ghetto
With a family, brinking insanity, in a home with two levels
Picture this dream, happy Jews under Hitler's regime?
With the walls, I saw more than the kitchen picking up steam
Apparently, Jews, handicaps, and gays are useless
You a fool, you'll die too if you believe in Confucius
Germany ain't having you live happily, they for nationality
And my home obviously ain't it, they shown it graphically
They come and post signs, never mind, I can't take them off
But my owner did, they kicked me in and it was not soft
Two officers stepped on me in their pursuit of the convict
Of whom taking down the signs being Jewish is a conflict
If only my hinges were tighter and I had a better lock
When they kicked me I would have ticked and maybe they'd stop
Long enough for my owners to pull an Ann Frank and hide out
But frankly they did the side window they had climbed out
The officer is pissed now, he's on the porch with a torch
He spit on my and stood on me as he gathered his thoughts
He ordered his men to come out saying if the roaches don't
He'll burn this house down....
After his men walked out he threw the torch on my eye
I just saw the flames and remember the pain inside

Making The Beat

I took today off cause shit, I needed a day off to just not do shit. But I got bored and started recording a beat vid. A friend called and told me he was coming over so I thought it was a good idea for him to record the other portion lol


Wishlist

Right now I should be going to get my keys for my new apartment. I found out I'll be in that bitch alone Friday. Like completely alone because ain't shit gonna be in there. Anyway, this is some shit that I want and hopefully I'll get one of these items. Birthday is next Monday, if one of you buy me one of these things, I'll do something outrageous.


Thats the good ol MPC 2000. Now, I'd take a 2000xl over this or, or, a fucking MPC 3000 if possible. But, I can't afford that right now. Don't get me wrong I love my Boss Sp 505 (Yeah, its working. Come to find out I plugged it up in the socket connected to the light switch that I never use... Laugh later) but I really love those pads on the MPC. It wouldn't hurt to say that I also got a Louis Vuitton design for the cover it.


Thats what is called an ASR 10. I know that machine is old as fuck. In a day of played out Tritons, Motifs, and Fantoms, why the fuck would I want an ASR 10? Inspiration. The majority of the greats that I look up have used that machine at one point in their career. I probably wouldn't use it to sample but as a midi controller. But, again, inspiration is really important to me. I bought my first drum machine based off of inspiration. I'm still a kid at heart.


Now that is a microKorg. I've been trying to buy that shit for about a 1 1/2 years. Cash kinda low. Now that I got a better job and I save a lil bit better, I should have that shit by the end of the summer. But I'll probably use that for basslines.