Well today and hopefully every Friday night from here on out will be my beat drop series I'm calling "Witness My Growth". This is basically a series in which I am planning to display my artistic growth by dropping every piece of music I have done starting from the beginning.

Today we will start from sometime in 2005, I’m sorry I can’t tell you exactly when. I think its summer though because I didn’t get the drum machine until September.

But basically I made all of these beats on a video game called Digital Hitz Factory, it was like an upgrade to The MTV Music Generator series. It was the only thing a 15 year old could afford (I started making beats when I was 15, didn’t learn to record anything until I was 16). So what I did was go to the library and got a bunch of cds (still owe late fees from them shits) and started sampling.

I recorded these by my friend Kadeems house cause I couldn’t afford a computer at the time. So I have 2 disk that he gave me with these joints on them.

I laugh when I hear these joints now. This shit is like memory lane for me. I remember I borrowed that Jimi Hendrix cd from the library (one of the cds I still owe money for) and I believe the song is called Angel. I liked it so I sampled it on a beat I named "Angel" after it.At the time I thought it was dope as hell. Not so much now. "Can’t Get Enough" was from a Barry White song, I had to speed that shit alllllllll the way up. My first chops sucked as you can tell on “Don’t Leave Me” which is my first attempt at horrorcore. I made up for it in "Love Is" I think thats an ok chop with some digital shit behind it. One of my first vocal samples is in “Nobody Does It Better”, I think that came from a James Bond soundtrack (which I owe money for too).

I’m not even gonna front (and don’t want ya’ll to either) but that "On The Grind" beat is still kinda hot to me. Like if I knew how to eq and all that other shit, it would be pretty aight. And I didn’t use no samples in that shit! I think that was the first beat my friends liked of mine (we never recorded to it though). I forgot what I sampled for “Youngblood” but that was ok I guess. I mean it was ok for the time period, I sure do wish someone taught me how to mix at that age though these shits are horrible.Grimey is a failed attempted at another horror core sound but non sample. I can’t wait to figure out when I learned to do drum programming cause in all of these beats my drums suck (except “On The Grind”) But in reality it was all in fun and I thought I was the dopest lol.

I have beats before these too, just gotta see if E-Rich still got them on his memory card.

Don't worry guys things will get interesting the futher we get into the series.

So here is the first beat drop "First Beat CD". Tracklisting is

1.) Angel
2.) Old Beat 1
3.) Can't Get Enough
4.) Old Beat 2
5.) Old Beat 3
6.) Love Is
7.) Don't Leave Me
8.) Nobody Does It Better
9.) On Da Grind
10.) Old Beat 4
11.) Youngblood
12.) Grimey

Get it here

New Ghostface, "Computer Love". Yes he rhymes over the Zapp Joint. Hot

Lmao @ "Why am I gagging!?"

Apparently, my girlfriend been getting alot of flack lately from her jealous bitterass peers because she's a woman dating a boy. Yes ladies and gentlemen, a 19 year old boy. She's two years my senior and they just can't stand my age. WTF?

Why do we live in a society where age limits who we date? I thought I was legal, Feb.9, 2007. I thought I was grown, a grown ass man if you will on my beloved 18th birthday. Guess not.

I get the picture now. I think.

I've been going through this for a while. I've always dated older girls/women. I was the dude in high school fucking the college girls. But its the same arguement everywhere. I'm young. I've been told your cute but a little young so many times by girls 1-2 years older than me.

ANd its not that I act young, no. I've been supporting myself since I was 16. I've always had a job since I was 14. Its not like I still live with my mother but even when i did, I took care of my own shit. From phone bill to paying part of the electric bill. Shit, last semester I took 15 credits at school (making me a full time student) and worked 2 jobs. All while living at my moms.

Right now I go to school full time and work full time. I help support my girlfriend and I and I'm constantly trying to do something to better myself. But I'm a boy because of my age? not because of my actions but because of a number?

When will women start respecting the mustache? Start respecting us younger men as men, not by age but by definition. And some women wonder why they can't find a good man.... SMH

This interview clears up alot that we haven't and been hearing from Sean Price lately. I can't wait for Random Acts....

Everyone is corny except for me - Sean Price

Mr. Acid Rap himself, Esham, wants to be Detroit's new mayor. We all know Detriot had its fair share of fucked up politics but could Esham possibly do the city some good? Well he did give Detriot a rap scene at the age of 13. He is the creator/pioneer of acid rap. He does have the ability to be controversial but could possibly be Mayor? Well read what he has to say bout that here.

I always loved traveling. Some people look at mass transit as crap, which it could be at times. But sometimes its like a getaway for me. I remember a couple of summers ago, I attempted to catch every bus in Baltimore. Why? No reason just to do it. Right now Im on the light rail going to see my parents, sisters, and <strike>son</strike> nephew. I like catching the light rail more than the bus. Its faster, silent, less hooded, and cleaner than any bus in Baltimore. Speaking of traveling I plan on going to alot of places in 09. New York, Chicago, Jersey, Delaware, and a couple others. Traveling is the shit, if you not doing it, your missing out. I like to bring a notebook, camera, food, and some music when I go anywhere. So I can script and capture moments. Well Im off to continue looking out of the window. Enjoy yourselfs.

-Malcolm Maximillion

Or one of them, now they should become a supergroup!

Watching that video right there, a historic video in hip hop history makes me want to step my studio game up. Bink got a 78 inch screen to mix records on! That shit looks mad official and crazy. Last year around November, well whenever I made this post, one of my friends, Drew or GQ, made me want to step my studio game up. But Bink just basically taunted me.

In march wifey and I are moving again. I'm currently looking for a two bedroom apartment. We found one but we just gotta make sure we secure it. So basically I'm just saying whatever you feel like you do, step it up just a notch. I mean its always something you can do to improve whatever your doing.

First off I'm not related to Joe Budden or one of his internet soldiers but fuck this. If you watched the video you'll understand what I'm about to say. Awhile ago Joe Budden made a video about dudes trying to holla and spit at chicks on myspace. In the video he read one of the messages and basically some dude dedicated a song to his girl. Joe responds with your a lame and your song is corny. End of story or so it should have been...

I look on Worldstarhiphop to see what kinda bullshit they had tonight and found this video. First off, the white dude, you know the one that keeps popping up. NEEDS TO SHUT THE FUCK UP. Son, its obvious your reading off of a paper when you say "Joe Budden? Who's Joe Budden? I've never heard of the man". Get the fuck outta here. He wouldnt be as annoying if he didn't keep popping up through out the fuck fest of the video saying "Fuck Joe Budden".

Then its the testimonials by real people which is hell of biased. First off the girl sounds like she listens to the radio. "What does he rap?", she says. Of course she wouldn't know jerk off. Then the dude in the red shirt coming out the house. Now this nigga knew who Joe Budden was tried to play stupid. Refers to him as that "rapper nigga from back in the day". Then responds with he ain't dropping shit. Get the fuck out of here!

Finally the Jadon Success nigga pops up in some ugly ass shirt. Hes the one that got mad cause he sends everyone the same message and Joe read that shit. Now first off if you was gonna respond in a manly manner, you wouldnt have responded. Like why would you want people knowing that was you?

WARNING: I'm about to go in on this dude (no homo)

The dude next to you is like "whats hood, fuck Joe Budden". Get the fuck outta here! You want to know whats hood? Record like you really in the hood, during the day so we can see that shit to verify it. From the looks of it, it looks like a decent neighborhood. Now I'm not claiming any hoods or anything but I was once in my lifetime in poverty so I can tell a hood. Most of my family memebers are in the projects so I know whats hood. You outdoor pool having ass niggas need to be glad your not hood, thats whats hood.

Then your ass got the nerve to be popping some "bottles" in someones house party some club. Oh I see, you live, you doing it BIG. Do it big and get a better camera biatch! Niggas like you make me sick cause you fronting over bullshit. The dude in the next clip (forgot his fucking name but fuck it) talking about no bitchassness. That 6 minute clip was complete bitchassness.

Why cant dudes just be men and take a l? Or at least be honest. Like if he made the clip and it basically was like "My name is Jadon and I send that message to everybody so I don't see why he was tripping", I wouldn't be mad. Niggas want fame so bad that they'll talk tough on youtube and shit. Cause a nigga called your song corny? FUCK YOU. Its people like you why people in hip hop can't take critism and why the artform is falling. FUCK YOU. Its people like you that got black artist looking like when we get on all we do is pop bottles and talk shit. FUCK YOU.

This might turn into a long ass post, I hope not but fuck it. Once again this idea was not generated by me. It was generated by my fellow fucktards at Wu-Corp (my after school hangout spot besides twitter). I did and still do think blogger doesn't give you the chance to properly introduce yourself on your "profile" and I don't think I properly introduced myself on my first post. So lets get this thing started.

Name: Malcolm Maximillion

AKAs: Mr. Millionaire, Millionaire Max, Malcolm The Millionaire, The Ghost, Eugene, Gene Gene Dancing Machine, Millionaire, and Allah Maximillion

Age: 19

Physical: "6 Foot 1 with a big ass gun"- Redman
Representing: I was born in Paterson, New Jersey, lived there for about 9 years. I now consider myself from Baltimore, Maryland. So I rep both how about that!

School: In college, University of Baltimore, 2nd Year. (Yawns)

Plans: Going to school for Network Information Systems, might switch back to Entreprenuership. Whatever I pick, I'm going to obtain my Masters Degree. I do plan on starting my own production company, Millionaire Radio, in 2009. Sounds awesome right?

Favorite Sport: Boxing and Lacrosse

Favorite Athlete: Mike Tyson

Favorite Sports Team: New Jersey Nets and New York Giants, don't really care much for Baseball or Hockey to claim a team. Sorry.

Hobbies: I like to make music, surf the internet, bother my woman every now and then. Blogs, reading, you name it. I'm more of the listener. Like if you told me something, I'd remember it, forever. I like conversation which is why I'm on aim all day, get bored hit me if I'm home you'll know maximillion1989.

Favorite Rapper: Ghostface Killah

Favorite CD: Only Built For Cuban Linx... (Thanks E-Rich)

Favorite Food: Burgers

Favorite Clothing Brand: Ralph Lauren's Polo, I like copping old shit cause the people my age aren't wearing it and it looks great! I used to fuck with LRG but its been kinda MEH lately. But wardrobe is mad tshirts, Polo, and LRG

Favorite Website: Fuck thats a hard one....

Marital Status: Married kinda...

Religion: Fate lol. I'm not atheist but I'm not christian either. I kinda fall into the Muslim category but I don't like to box myself in with that either. Any who I believe in a bit of it all. With all due respect its only history right?

Well now its time for some pics!

I was just fucking around with that, I don't wear fitteds and you couldn't catch me dead in those stronger glasses

See I don't wear fitted cause I take pride in my waves. Although I cut my own hair now too so its kinda to showoff also

Thats my nephew, not my son but I am the current father figure in his life :)

My woman and I, although she drives me crazy. Old pic though, I would take one now but shes playing her DS. :(

And thats pretty much Malcolm Maximillion in a nutshell

I write this letter to you in regards to your recent statements made to HipHop DX. I'd like you to know I've been a fan of yours for quite sometime now. Ever since I heard rumors of you working with Ghostface Killah, I've been gathering your shit and peeping it. You truely are a dope emcee, producer, and the king of the underground. Operation: DOOMSDAY, classic. Madvillain, classic. Even the KMD shit is nice. But your tactics have me going wtf sometimes. Prime example, this DOOMposter shit people claim you have been doing lately. Whats up with that? When people pay to see you, MF DOOM live thats what they want. We are already past the image, we want to see the man in the mask do the rhymes. Not any man in a gladiator mask, Daniel Dumile. You are our gladiator (no homo) so don't take advantage of us. I'm not saying you are, I'm not saying your not. I'm saying don't take the very people who put you at this "cult" status at stake and have to question your credibility. I like the idea behind the whole DOOMposter thing because again its just about the music, not the person. But if I pay to see MF DOOM, Daniel Dumile better be behind that motherfucking mask. Its kinda of like when I read somewhere that people were selling Operation:DOOMSDAY and come to find out, it wasn't an authentic Operation: DOOMSDAY. It had a computer printed cover and a generic cd that was burned. I don't want the cd that was burned, I want what I payed for. So I hope its true that you are indeed trying to get healthy because your beer gut on Adult Swim was scaring me lol. So again, I'm not saying you did anything, I'm not saying you didn't. I'm saying don't.
Thanks,
Malcolm Maximillion

PS: Hurry up on Madvillian 2!!!!!

One of these will have you laced. One day, I took that and a cup of coffee, no more good. Im not talking drunk, Im talking over hyped. Strength of 18 midgets on some Ghostface shit.

After watching the video, it still is funny to me in small doses. After all it is a disease thats not curable. I'm just glad I don't have it.

Fucked up Lil Wayne stole his flow, don't say he didnt. Its evident.

Not saying that the shit he get isn't up to par but do you hear this? He sounds wayyyyy better than Jay sounds on his own shit. This song comes from the Amerian Ironman Mashup by DJ Chong Wizard. He mashed up Ghostface with American Gangster beats and Jay Z with Ironman beats. I'm just saying someone should just do a whole mashup of Ghostface over Blueprint beats. That shit would be tooooooo ILL. Not to mention Jay should get with RZA quickly cause he sounds like he was fit for a couple of those Ironman tracks. Check out this remixed Ironman trailer too.

I stole the picture above from 2dopeboyz.com. Dead serious though, this has got to be the greatest posse cut this year. No posse cut is coming close to this (except "5th Chamber" but that came out in 2005 I think). Everybody comes through on this shit. Its hard to say who had the best verse. Lol @ all the Yung Berg disses, take the hint nigga. Not to mention one of my friends got a beat placement on Halfway House, so cop that shit October 28th!

Stop reading, listen to this shit now!!!!!

Thats what the fuck I'm talking about! I was actually planning on recording something similar...

But where do I start? I'm not sure if everyone knows but, I have a significant other and thats one of the main reasons I don't really go to her myspace page. Niggas be on some "fuck your boyfriend" type shit, which with all due is cool. I personally don't give a fuck, I don't have to hawk over other niggas girls. NO MATTER HOW LONG I KNEW THEM. If I wanted her when I first knew her it was a fucking wrap, just like it is now. What niggas need to realize if that you do actually get her from me or whatever, I'll have another one next week. Unlike the majority of you myspace niggas, I'm not always on the prowl, I'm always on the browse.

But word is bond though, I don't see this happening with her. Its just the attempts that you bastards be doing that have me like "wtf". I guess they see that I'm not actively posting on her page, constantly telling her she's beautiful. Thanks for doing my job for me, really y'all make shit wayyyyyy easier on my part. I know she's beautiful, that's why I'm with her.

But really, where is the man to man respect? I'm not gonna act like I know these niggas personally but wtf! Respect me as a fucking man, if you know shes taken be respectful about it. I read the craziest shit on her myspace coming from Baltimore niggas. For those that never been to the "Home Of The Wire", Baltimore is small as fuck! I don't forget shit that makes me mad, I'll eventually cross into one of you niggas. This isn't no "blogging", "myspace", "tough talk" type shit. I will see one of you dudes and fuck you up over something you typed. I hope you can fight. Lol.

In all seriousness (I was dead serious about that last paragraph though) us boyfriends with girlfriends on myspace are just asking for some mutual respect. We don't like going to our girlfriends myspace and seeing the corny shit ya'll put up. At the end of the day I can say I have never treated womens pages on myspace with nothing but respect, I'm just asking for the same. Niggas ain't gotta be fans of my music or add me but chill the fuck out cause I'm already thinking about contacting a few before I feel like I'm gonna have to find them and give the the talk (jabs at computer screen).

And ladies reading this or niggas reading this, I'm not insecure. Not at all. I'm in a good space about our relationship. I live with her. These internet niggas don't see her 1/10th of the time I see her. I truly don't give a fuck, I'm just getting annoyed. I mean thank Joe Budden because my video was gonna be harsh as fuck. I still might make that shit though.....

Now thats how you snuff someone!

But I'd smash ya, right in your bed, right below the deer head

Classic

Rest In Peace to my bestfriend, my lover, my Boss Sp 505. In case you guys had no clue or didn't know, I've been making music on that thing for the past 4 years. It was the first piece of hardware I have ever purchased. But Monday I went to turn it on and it wasn't working. It won't cut on. Maybe its not dead, maybe its just me. Who knows. I will be putting it on ebay hoping it can be respired for future use though.

In the mean time, I'm saving for an MV-8000. I can pretty much get a new one on ebay for about the same price as an MPC 1000. It has mad features and I can hook up my monitor to it. Plus I can burn cds from it. I can't wait. I won't be getting that until 3 months from now but when i get it, you guys will know.

I've been meaning to type this for a while now. Time flies when your doing shit.

Well about 3 or 4 weeks ago my cousin came down to visit me from Jersey. I want to do the basic shit, hang out, get into shit, and basically chill. I had to go to work so I would take him over there since I worked down the street.

This time we were on my way to my apartment....

I boarded the bus and we had to sit up front because my cousin, jail bird looking ass, couldn't fit in the other seats comfortably. So this old white guy gets on the bus and sits diagonal to us and across from some black lady. He drops his change on the ground and picks it up, the whole time complaining. He continues to say he should have neer moved back to Baltimore because the people are friendly.

The black lady is eating some candy and he says "Give me a piece of candy". She quickly replied back on some "thats not how you ask" type shit. The old dude says please and she gives him three pieces. He opens one and then keep asking people to open the other pieces. I completely saw this shit coming though.

My cousin looks at me, I looked back at him like "I hope this old fart doesnt ask me to open it". Guess what that motherfucker did, ask me to open it. He picked the candy up rose it to my level as if he was gonna hand it to me before I said anything. He goes "Open this for me" and I went, mad bluntly, "No". And thats where it started.

"YO MAMA", he shouted back. "What you say?", I replied back about to go into South Central mode. "Your probably about to go smoke arent you?", he said. "I don't smoke. How do you FEEL!?", I said back mockingly. He pretty much left me alone.

As for the other people on the bus, he fucked with them until I got off. He told one guy, "I wouldn't touch you with my DICK!". And thats my story of the old fart on the 10 bus.

Kinda put my remix of Poet Laurette on his myspace. Its not one of those "unauthorized" myspaces, its his official one. So I take it he or someone in his camp liked it. Check out Canibus here at his myspace and listen to "The Poem" produced by Me. Its one I did called "Get Em Bis" floating around here on zshare too if you want to hear that one.

I got on my myspace today, checking my messages because I wrote a verse and sent it to a friend, wanted to know what she thought about it. I opened my messages to get this message.

Subject: WOW
Body:
Your my new hero amazing :)
I even got your song on my profile
bless u I really hope you get a big break :)

So peace to Amelie for loving my music. Which actually fueled my inspiration for finishing that Clipse/Jazz album just for her.

On a sidenote, mad women love my music. I thought I made hard shit but women love it.